Doubtfulness

I am on the outside edge of my sickness still; this means my throat hurts, my eyes are still require glasses, my head hurts, and I feel a fever coming on.

I have been really wondering if I should write my little story about being a "freak," does it do any good to dwell on that? Will it help to dredge that up? To share those thoughts? What positives would it bring? A few. Some dialogue with friends or strangers, perhaps, if they read it; another blog post; a thing to point to so I can say, "This is why it bothers me." Negatives? A few more. Sharing might show too much vulnerability. Might encourage others.

I don't know. Why should I dredge it all up? What good does any of that do?